Receive and Celebrate

I have achieved so many things in my life. I clearly remember how proud my dad was when I passed matric. When I graduated from UJ, I was incredibly excited and I recall how, after many job interviews, I was excited about getting my dream job and being employed by a company I had always dreamt of working for.

As a DJ, I have travelled the world, met and interacted with amazing people. I have managed to build a name for myself, been part of big TV shows and my music has been celebrated and enjoyed by millions of people all over the continent. I have been nominated and performed at the biggest award shows in this country and I managed to build my dream house. All of these achievements are things I had to work hard for.  I continue to put a huge amount of effort into everything I do but I have noticed that the excitement and gratification I get from all of these achievements is short lived. None of these things have given me what I would call eternal happiness. The excitement and meaning quickly wears off.

Nothing comes easy in life, I really had to put in major effort for everything I have achieved and I am grateful for everything I have.

There is something that I didn’t have to work for, it was given to me. I didn’t have to prove myself in order to qualify for this, yet it is the most fulfilling gift I have ever received. It has given me eternal happiness and allowed me to experience unconditional love.

This is the one thing I receive and celebrate with open arms and a willing heart, the gift of being a mother.

After Kiaro was born, people would ask me about my experience as a mom and I told them that I didn’t even feel like a mother. I was saying this because I didn’t feel  worthy of such a big role. Thirty-four months later, I finally feel like a real mom, a great mom. Raising Kairo has been both challenging and rewarding but I am very proud of the mother I have become.

I am finally accepting that I am worthy of this incredible role. I am ready to discover and learn more about my child and myself. I am not perfect and that is okay because motherhood might mean that I am blessed, chosen and great but it does not mean that I have to be perfect.

So I am no longer hard on myself. I do my best in the most loving and honest way possible. I am now realising how great my mother was as a parent to us. She was a loving warrior and she taught us so many lessons that have carried us through our lives.

I feel joy knowing that I am a great mother. Kairo is my gift and I  have been trusted to love her and take care of her. It’s not my job to question my role or doubt my worth but it is my duty to receive and celebrate it everyday. I celebrate that I am a great mom and will continue to be the best mother I can possibly be.

I celebrate myself.

I celebrate all mothers.

I hope you can celebrate yourself too.

Have a joyful and blessed Mothers Month.

Photography by Kist Photography

I would like to encourage you to go back to our old blogs as I find that the lessons and advice shared on those posts is still powerful and relevant.  I would like to challenge you to always share a post after you’ve read it. The idea is to touch and help as many people as possible.

Thank you,

Zinhle

 

 

12 Comments, RSS

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    T May 21, 2018 @ 9:42 am

    Zinhle, you’re amazing! Having seen a glimpse of your transitions on social media, I must say I have learnt to understand that sometimes our lives are best defined by the challenges we do not have solutions to. You embraced motherhood with so much grace. I pray that you continue to inspire us through your humbleness and beautiful heart.

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    Indiphile Xoza May 21, 2018 @ 9:48 am

    Wow. Beautiful.

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    Primrose May 21, 2018 @ 10:04 am

    I love you Zinhle , thank you for the words of encouragement highly appreciated, great job that you doing on this blog…God bless ,from your lil sis that you don’t know yet??

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    Maxine May 21, 2018 @ 10:07 am

    This is so beautiful Zinhle. So inspiring. I was 21 when I gave birth to my son Khairi in 2014. I was still a baby. I didn’t know what to do, I didn’t know anything, but somewhere, somehow I became a mom. I was workimg amd studying at the same time. I was so tired but I had to push forward. My son is my motivation and I can see Kairo is your world. Thank you and may God continue to bless you.

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    Nkateko May 21, 2018 @ 10:25 am

    This is really beautiful. It is a great thing to be at a point in life when you can pat yourself on the back and just acknowledge how far you have come.

    Mother’s are superheroes and we love you guys xoxo

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